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Chapter XXXVIII - One Can Be My Teacher of Heaven Has A Road But No One Walks It is up! :D
He had studied with many teachers throughout his life, knowing when to set pride aside to accept instruction from those more experienced than himself. Taught how to move his blade, perform the rituals of spiritual cleansing, seeking and understanding scholarly wisdom at first. Then the humbler everyday things it turned out you needed to know as a wandering cultivator on never ending roads – making shelter, telling the edible plants from the poisonous, cobbling together a broken shoe enough to keep walking to the nearest town to get new ones...
Enlightened masters and talented friends, young and old, gentry and vagrants - they had all been among his past teachers, and Song Lan had approached all his lessons with the same focused, solemn determination.
This should be no different.
Shouldn't.
Setting out to master any new craft was always a challenge, after all – intimidating, toilsome, even painful at times. You had to blister before you calloused, no skill grew out of nothing, mastery only won through tenacious dedication. He knew that. Wasn't afraid of the challenge, the work needed.
No, not of that.
I can learn, he had assured Xingchen, desperate to cleanse that look of forlorn horror off his face, and he had meant it. Could, would learn to do anything and everything that Xingchen needed - become what he needed.
He could learn.
Shivering, closing his eyes for a brief moment, Song Lan drew a slow quiet breath, cast one final look at his restlessly sleeping companion, and went to see Xue Yang.
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Happy New Year, wonderful people! Let's end/begin the year with a bang, as it were!
Working on this story, and the incredible encouragement and support you've given me along the way is the one thing that's kept me afloat during these clusterfucks of pandemic years. I'm so grateful to you all!
It's my hope that reading about these losers' miseries may have helped alleviate yours a bit too. 💚
May 2022 be a better one - for all of us.













