“I cant let anyone who knows me irl find out about my state or else they will probably try to help me” I realize how crazy that sounds to someone that isnt me but it is the plan and i am sticking to it. i will buy a new door handle for my bedroom door bc mine has been busted for years the lock is sunken and i need to be able to lock the door and die at my own pace and no one will know its very simple.