People I haven’t talked to in years coming out of the woodwork to ask me if we can meet what is this. Very diplomatically I say this isn’t a good time maybe later. I don’t want to let any of these people know that something is wrong because they know where I live and they are of course very nice and kind people and one of them has come knocking before to force me out of my house because “they wanted to see me.” Crazy. Anyway I’m gonna have to delete instagram as well as block their numbers. If I don’t put a muzzle on myself who will.