I used to get so anxious when my room got a little messy me from the past would be horrified to see the state of this room now like ooo it’s real bad the dust the hair the interesting smell garbage everywhere clean and dirty clothes in piles shoes all over the floor mugs plates some old food signs of being in the early stages of alcoholism (many empty alcohol bottles and such) used kleenex bed clothes that haven’t been changed in months no pillowcases no fitted sheet etc but it could be worse!!! I could be all this and unemployed!!