there's an ocean between christ and myself
please don't follow me i just want to talk to myself

There is a beating black hole expanding inside me it was born in my stomach out of every emotion I’ve ever felt it has no mind only purpose it grow so large come out of my mouth and envelope me a shadow of a shadow forcing me into corners it can’t help itself I love what it does for me I am maddened by its movement the hollow hunger it doesn’t know better it makes me something else I tell I’m on a rush i choke on it brings tears to my eyes a stronger grip its a promise I say thank you