I want too much but I’m foul so how can I expect people to like me or want to be around me. I’m a little fucking thing that will always feel left out I will not be someone people think about first I am forgotten easily I have nothing to offer I don’t matter at all to anyone no matter what they say. I always need more I always want more like I’m entitled to people’s hearts and time. It’s disgusting. I’ve known this forever and still I went ahead and made “friends” like the idiot that I am. And I only got hurt and It’s ALL on me. I obsess over people I have conversations with them in my head I think about them constantly and intrude in their lives and then realize they never cared about the friendship as much to begin with they hate me and they have probably been trying to get rid of me and who can blame them. I’m always there being obnoxious saying stupid shit. I’m the only one to blame. So needy and desperate and intense. Such brilliant nice people I’ve encountered I can’t believe I thought i was at their level how dare i!! I need to be kept locked up somewhere so I can stop staining peoples lives. They don’t even think about you for one second you stupid whiny bitch!!!! You are repulsive!!!!! Die alreadyyyy