Ohhh its a struggle today yes it is i want to call in sick or something. I want to quit really. this is not the day to see people. Let me call in sick for what’s left of this month and next month as well while we are at it. I did a half assed job of showering. The need to throw myself at the floor and scream and trash and hit my head so hard i get a concussion is mighty. 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I don’t get to complain about work breaks at the end of the year because I rarely work fridays and lets be honest my job is barely a job but I still feel I deserve a whole week off at the end of the fucking longest year of my life. I want to become a lump on my bed and do nothing for one week once a year. I’m too lazy and too much of a child to be a working adult. I shouldn’t be here!!!!!!! Recycle me!!! Get something better that isn’t faulty!!! oooo I’m so fucking angry. Please let a car hit me today there’s a lot of construction work going on at the neighborhood I work let one of those big trucks hit me and kill me instantly ill settle for a fucking bike they love driving in between lanes and I love to jaywalk. May a tree fall on me. May I fall in a hole. May I be killed by an angry man. Anything!!