there's an ocean between christ and myself
please don't follow me i just want to talk to myself

“I could barely keep my eyes open, but I couldn’t keep them shut either. It didn’t seem worth sleeping, it didn’t seem worth being awake. It didn’t seem worth eating, communicating, or giving a shit. The thought of having to do those things ever again exhausted me to such a degree I felt like crying.”

Stacy Pershall, from “Loud in the House of Myself.